Her toxic anger then reignites, and she is ready for the next target. First, you build up your defenses, like a thick castle wall. This works for dating, friendship, and especially business. Her irony is that she just wants someone to love and accept her. She may be emotionally stressed, where she becomes moody and upset for no reason.
Jezebel The Muse.
The Anatomy of a Bitter Woman
It just meant that you weren't a match for whatever reason. I work so damn hard to be the best possible me I can be, and I love that. Just because you are not sleeping with large amounts of people doesn't make you a better person. What will turn me away from a partner is if I think them likely to have an STD something I can usually figure out right before we start. She may have had a nasty divorce, a cheating spouse or boyfriend, or a messed up relationship with her father. This thread is just my situation, not a psychological crisis, and the way you are treating it is very frustrating.